Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Developing the Path

Post 242

Apparently I do need to cut a bit more brush on my last post to make the path a little more obvious.

A quick history:
In my practical overlay of God’s Wilderness Rehab Program of Exodus, the children of Israel were first stripped of their access to the familiar spiritual drugs of Egypt life that kept them dulled to the true reality in God *1, and after taking away such drugs, they were then purged of those toxic lifestyle concepts that produced that false reality disconnected from God, which was all they could know as long as they were constantly captive to it. Only after that difficult detox did God lead them out of the Wilderness of Sin to pause in Rephidim before setting up camp in the Wilderness of Sinai where they stayed for some time before moving them into the Wilderness of Paran.

As an ancient history of lands far away, this is all boring and irrelevant to us today with forgettable names of unknown and meaningless places unless you just like to read about history;

“How could this historical narration actually mean anything to my real life problems today?”

The secret of understanding the application is in the names of these places that God specifically led them through. Though very real places with very normal names given by geological uniqueness or other normal reasons that places get names, “Somehow” these names all tell a story of OUR life journey of faith. So let’s explore a little more of this overlay regarding the names of the specific waypoints of their rehabilitation program as we remember that;

“all these things happened unto them for ensamples: and they are written for our admonition, upon whom the ends of the world are come” I Corinthians 10:11.

(Have you got that verse memorized yet?)
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The Rescue: (Exodus 12:1-36) Final negotiations for the Release:

The beginning of new life to the Exodus Hebrews began when God changed their calendar;

“This month shall be unto you the beginning of months: it shall be the first month of the year to you” Exodus 12:2.

Call it a birthday with the ten labor pains on Egypt and the struggle to be born. With the Passover of that first month their new life was born only fourteen days into that new life calendar (Exodus 12:3). That Passover was the pardon from the Egyptian death sentence of the firstborn for refusing God. Jesus Christ’s own firstborn/sacrificial-lamb death in our place of judgment was the fulfillment of that Type (John 1:29+Matthew 26:2), so which was the real deal?
If the Egyptians had only accepted God’s early “suggestions” to let go of what they felt like they had to keep, they would not have suffered the death of their firstborns who were their continuing heritage. This refusal is not exclusive to Egypt; it is the human problem, and was in fact the point of the wilderness rehab program for the Hebrews and our own “wilderness” sojourn today. Ten key phases, each soliciting a reply, each reply leads toward life or toward the next worse plague in prompting the correct reply next time until there are no more options to make a different reply. One heart hates God more for the next greater plague, while another heart realizes the need to avoid the plague and responds in repentance for rebellion to the Creator. These are the same ten provocation replies of the Exodus people that ended in the “death” of the “firstborn” people from entering into God’s rest that he labeled the Promised Land. The response given is directly related to the perception of cause/fault;

“Is God just being mean, or am I bringing this on myself?”

The self-centered heart CANNOT see other than God is just a mean tyrant (John 14:17). This is Richard Dawkins’ conclusion in his book “The God Delusion”.
But I digress.
After the tenth unwise response from Pharaoh resulting in the death of the firstborns, the rehab journey of the Exodus people began as Pharaoh himself cast them from his domain;

“And he called for Moses and Aaron by night, and said, Rise up, and get you forth from among my people, both ye and the children of Israel; and go, serve the LORD, as ye have said”
Exodus 12:31(and 42).

The importance of this specific wording comes clear as we understand that this is all about serving the LORD and not about their escape even if the people did not know that at the time. But reality is never as simple as we want to perceive it to be, I have left out the scriptural emphasis of each specific date because that is a whole other study of its own that verifies the carefully planned periods of each phase of the program. But leaving aside the dates to avoid confusion, lets focus on the names of the specific stages in the rehabilitation journey; Numbers 33 guarantees our clear comprehension of the specific stops with their specific purposes as the details of that Exodus journey are abbreviated into simply the names/identity of each stage in the program;

“And Moses wrote their goings out according to their journeys by the commandment of the LORD…” Numbers 33:2.

But to confirm my proposal let’s first review the details in Exodus regarding the events in those named locations, before simply tracking the list of names in Numbers to get the direct defined outline of the program:
So after Pharaoh, their spiritual drug dealing pimp, cast them out because they were no longer advantageous to him but a detriment at the Passover, under Moses their rescuing protector we find their rehabilitation began by departing Egypt and then maintained the following schedule:
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1) Rameses to Succoth: (Exodus 12:37-39) From the Streets to the clinic waiting room:

“And the children of Israel journeyed from Rameses (7486 a place in Egypt) to Succoth (5523 plural of 5521; booths; the name of a place in Egypt and of three in Palestine. 5521 a hut or lair.) Exodus 12:37
(also Numbers 33:3-5).

(It should be noted that Strong’s Exhaustive Concordance has apparently mislabeled Succoth as in Egypt when scripture tells us it was at least not in Egypt proper though quite possibly still in Egypt’s control *2: Exodus 12:37+39).

Looking back 430 years earlier; Genesis 47:11-13 informs us that Rameses was the best that Egypt had to offer and the preliminary enticement of this “wonderful land” welcoming them with open arms was quite a drawing card from the famine (excessive trouble) they experienced back where they really belonged but were not yet qualified to possess. But after being “hooked on Egypt”, how the world changed for them, as 30 short years later they quickly became slaves to the place that originally delighted them! 400 long years later they finally began their new life as the people of God, rescued instead of killed, by the blood of his Passover lamb. But now they needed rehabilitation so they could “live the life” that goes with the title of God’s People.

Likewise today, when things get bad at home because it contends with their ignorant selfish will, the teenager runs away to the excitement and “freedom” of the city… where prostitution, crime and drugs, quickly capture them by enticements and obligations until they are hooked and become enslaved to an evil master far more real than their perceived problems with dad.

At this point they are incapable to help themselves and so a rescue agent with clout is needed to negotiate their release if they are so fortunate. But then, because of the complex twisting affects of that former life (iniquity=scoliosis), the rescued need rehabilitation before they can be sent home to live happily with their parents in the “normal world”. Our military does the same thing from the affects of war and calls it “debriefing”.

This Exodus is the universal story of the rehabilitation process in every area of human slavery, just as Succoth is the Box-Truck of hope where the slaves are rushed away from the wicked master, to the rehabilitation facility. Succoth, like the yearly Jewish tabernacles of remembrance *3, is the hope against hope of things about to finally change for the good when there was no sign only a few days before!

“And it came to pass the self same day, that the LORD did bring the children of Israel out of the land of Egypt by their armies” Exodus 12:51.

This shows that salvation happens while still helplessly enslaved to sin. I find it curious that here God declares they were armies when they came out, but they didn’t see it that way. They had the manpower and strength but no ability or will. The power of armies is not in the numbers; it lies elsewhere, beyond the tangible. And that missing element is what the rehab program is designed to give them by the end (Psalm 127:1).

2) Etham: (Exodus 13:20-22) From the waiting room to the enrollment interview: 
                
“And they took their journey from Succoth, and encamped in Etham (864 a place in the desert), in the edge of the wilderness (4057 …in the sense of driving; a pasture (i.e. open field, whither cattle are driven) by implication, a desert…) Exodus 13:20 (Numbers 33:6).

It is easy to miss that this is not in Egypt, but they left Egypt behind in Rameses. Yet Etham is not yet in the wilderness either but is just this side of the wilderness where they are soon going. They had already left behind the lush lands of Egypt and its paradise-like intoxicating allurements, and were pausing in the desert transition (lacking those things) to the path where they would be intelligently herded like cattle necessarily through wastelands to the destination of better grazing. I believe this is why the Sinai Peninsula lies as an isolated body between Egypt and the Red sea *2, as representing the desert transition from a life of enticing but destructive sin, unto an intelligent choice to change; which is commitment to the faith by baptism unto Christ, the only way of escape. Anything short of such a commitment will find you back under the power of Egypt; the former life and failed escape. Etham is that place of decision. But even this early in the program we are shown that the Holy Spirit aid was provided for them in the cloud.

Here in Etham the road has a “Y”; The obvious road is straight toward the Promised land while the path God intended for them went into an illogical box canyon of “sure doom” (Exodus 13:17-14:2). The phrase “turned again” in Numbers 33:7 is explained in Exodus 14:1-3 not as a return to Pihahiroth, but a turning toward it after already having already set the eyes on Palestine (the land of the Philistines but not today’s so called Palestinians (http://www.middleeastfacts.com/Articles/Yashiko/Palestinians.shtml?p=Yashiko/Palestinians)
see also (http://www.wnd.com/2003/07/19713/) 
let alone not Hamas (http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/1654510.stm).

This directed turning away from the obvious goal into sure trouble, is very much like telling them to turn toward the brass serpent in the wilderness after telling them such a thing was forbidden, It wasn’t supposed to make sense at the time because this is a matter of obedience; “Is Moses your savior or not?” is the lesson here that today we translate to Christ Jesus (Isaiah 55:8-9). Yet too often we fight with God because it does not make sense to us. How foolish the rescued argues with the rescuer! (Romans 10:3).

Their next stop is where it gets actually uncomfortable for the first time:

3) Pihahiroth: (Exodus 14:1-9) From the interview of enrollment to the program entrance:

“Speak unto the children of Israel, that they turn and encamp before Pihahiroth (6367 interpolated; mouth of the gorges), between Migdol (4024 a place in Egypt [with a tower]) and the (Red) sea, over against Baal-zephon (1189 (in the sense of cold)(according to others an Egyptian form of Typhon, the destroyer); Baal of winter): before it (Pihahiroth) shall ye encamp by the sea” Exodus 14:1-2
(see verse 9 to see that Pharaoh is Migdol in this perspective).

In other words, this is the place of decision, where they are shown plainly the first real cold sweats of realization that there would be no more drugs! It is unthinkable! It is panic. It is the feeling of death, when in fact it is the doorway to really being alive (I Corinthians 15:36,42-44). Pick your door, Oh wait you can’t, the powerful pimp is beating down the clinic door to get to you! This is Pihahiroth, between Migdol and the sea, over against Baal-zephon.

But the clinic owner does not leave you alone as Exodus 13:21-22 provides the powerful assurance that you can and are protected in His care, and Exodus 14:3-4 shows that He provided the reasoning behind his frightening plan at this point in the program to help us understand and go along with his scary and seemingly irrational instructions. God actually uses evil Pharaoh to his advantage in getting the people to do what they must. Likewise, our own insurmountable troubles will drive us to the Door of Hope if we simply allow God to “do his thing” and be willing to follow where he leads. One thing can be certain; from your strung-out mind of reasoning, it will not appear to be the right direction (Isaiah 55:9). Don’t respond in the spirit of contention as did the Exodus people in Provocation #1 (Exodus 14:10-12). Instead, start this venture off right by realizing it was God who called you out of the impossible slavery to sin, and if you allow, he will take you the rest of the way. Simply quit fighting him and let him lead; You’re entering rehab, not him.

4) The Red Sea: (Exodus 14:10-31) Sign on the dotted line:

Exodus 14:10-15 is where the only successful choice available has to be made, and the patients must themselves walk through the entrance to the program in order to forever escape the clutches of the evil master they have been saved from. This is the public “I’m-committed-to-this-program walk” through baptism (Mark 1:4-5, Luke 3:3,7:29, Colossians 2:12-14, I Peter 3:21, Romans 6:4). Similar to the OT washing of the priests before service to the LORD, baptism unto Christ is a public defined statement; “I wash these wicked ways from my new life”. Now stop staring at the hairball in the drain and stay true to your vow, giving room for the rehab to work!

5) Marah in the Wilderness of Shur: (Exodus 15:22-26) Detox prep and Medication:

“So Moses brought Israel from the Red sea, and they went out into the wilderness of Shur; and they went three days in the wilderness, and found no water. And when they came to Marah, they could not drink the waters of Marah, for they were bitter…” Exodus15:22-23.

We already covered this concept of Bitter Water in post 240 but did not investigate the names of this phase;

Shur 7793 the same as 7791; a region of the Desert.
7791 from 7788; a wall (as going about).
7788 a primitive root; properly, to turn, i.e. travel about (as a harlot or a merchant):- go, sing.

Now this seems like a long way around (sorry I couldn’t help the pun) but the name Shur indicates a defined walled course for a specific end though the course appears random and the purpose aimless at best or nothing like what it appears to be. And don’t miss that this is no longer the desert but now the actual wilderness, it is not hospitable nor is it a destination; it is a necessary means to an intended end. They went three days without water, this is the limit of human endurance and then they found water that was so horrible it could not be drunk. This suggests that the course of our rehab (life circumstances) will necessarily seem to drive us as cattle to the limit of our human ability to endure because otherwise we would refuse to drink the hard thing Christ must provide to aid our detoxification from sin.
You might often hear faithful Christians declare that if they had known at the beginning what they would go through they might not have followed Christ, but after the fact there is nothing in earth or heaven that could pull us away! The name Shur tells us that we were guided to this place with a rock-wall-solid intent, even though it didn’t seem like it, and here we find our bitter water. This is the all-you-can-possibly-take journey through Shur that culminates not in relief but in the drink of bitterness;

Marah 4785 the same as 4751; feminine; bitter.
4751 from 4843; bitter (literal or figuratively); also (as noun) bitterness, or (adverbially) bitterly:- + angry, bitter (-ly, -ness), chafed, discontented…
Marah is the death of a loved one, a disease or debilitating injury,
an unfaithful spouse, bankruptcy, the loss of a home or job, the death of a dream, destruction of a religion, the end of freedom, enduring a war, slavery, etc., anything that will completely alter your perspective of reality, to aid the realignment of what is really important in life.
This is bitter medicine indeed.

But with Christ; the tree cast into the bitter water (Exodus 15:25+ Song of Solomon 2:3), He makes the bitter water drinkable, nay even bitter sweet, as I can personally testify! But do you wonder that the people murmured against Moses for the long thirst ending in such bitterness? Yet God was not happy for their murmuring because we are expected to keep our faith in Christ and know/believe that this is for our own good though very unpleasant. Comment to him about its horrid taste, ask if there is any relief possible (Matthew 26:39), but murmuring is the sin of unbelief (Exodus 15:24). In spite of the obvious circumstances, we must believe God when he said;

“…I am the LORD that healeth thee” Exodus 15:26.

The sooner we figure that out for real, the sooner we can accept the sweetener, swallow the bitter medication, and allow it to do its purposed work. Detox is simply not fun. The definition of Marah in Numbers 33:8 makes it hard to miss: “…and went three days’ journey in the wilderness of Etham, and pitched in bitterness”.

This medication of bitter water after a long journey into Shur is what drove me to the place where this blog is the beginning result. How then can I not see the calamity of the water as bitter sweet, nay, entirely sweet and loved by me for the result! Do I wish such Marah on anyone else? With all my heart NO!... but for the result, because there is no other way; with all that same heart YES! (Matthew 26:39), just as one recovered addict encourages a fellow addict to join rehab, or as in childbirth; the unimaginable short pain is washed away in the enduring joy of the result.

6) Elim: (Exodus 15:27) Sanctuary of provision and strengthening while safely enduring the detoxification process:

“And they came to Elim (362 plural of 352; palm-trees. 352 from the same as 193; properly, strength; hence, anything strong; specifically a chief (politically); also a ram (from his strength); a pilaster (as a strong support); an oak or other strong tree. 193 from an unused root meaning to twist, i.e. (by implication) be strong; the body (as being rolled together), where were twelve wells of water, and threescore and ten (70) palm trees: and they encamped there by the waters” Exodus 15:27.

Twelve wells for twelve tribes; very convenient, presumed to show God’s great individual provision in their weakened state of detoxification. But it’s the trees that provide the name that hints the purpose of this phase of the program.

First we note they are palms, this provides the kind of strength of this place; it is not rigid like an oak but amazingly flexible, able to endure any storm without succumbing to it’s forces. In a rehab center such strength is greatly needed by both staff and patients as the miserable patients cry out all manner of horrible expressions of discomfort; “You hate me! I want to die, I can’t do this,” etc.; all expressions of agony, not declarations of rebellion as at other times. It is curious that we don’t see God documenting any of these kinds of comments here in this place because he understands the agony of heart that cried them and he forgets them in grace (II Corinthians 7:9-11). Are you beginning to see its not about the words but the heart? God in scripture does not open the curtain at all to this place because the vomiting and rolling around in agony, the long nights of sleepless wrestling with a confused mind, are not glorious or public, it is simply a necessary part of the program that after it is over the patients are glad were not shown to the world. By overlay we know that a whole lot went on behind closed doors in that single verse of Exodus 15:27.
Next we note that there are specifically seventy palms of strength. Later in the journey we see separated out, seventy of the elders of the people (Exodus 24:1), and then still later, seventy proven elders are anointed of the Holy Ghost (Numbers 11:16-17). These are the powerful witnesses of the strength of God, which provide protection, direction, wisdom and confidence. Honestly I do not yet know the significance of seventy (that is littered all through scripture) but you can bet there is a specific and powerful meaning to God that presumably has something to do with the Seventy Weeks of Daniel 9:24 that easily show duration till completion. I believe this Elim is the enduring strength displayed by the Jews who endured Babylon, Rome, and even the WWII Holocaust! They take indescribable storms of persecution and still they remain and will remain until the completion of their 70 weeks. Incredible, this place Elim.

Since this was written for us in the Last Days, this enduring strength of seventy belongs to the Church Age as well, as Christ confirmed by sending out his specific seventy likewise full of the Holy Ghost, to prepare (strengthen) the way for his coming; praying for harvesters, declaring peace, healing the sick, and teaching that The kingdom of God is already come near unto us in Jesus Christ who will soon arrive again in completion (Luke 10:1-20). Without the name and definition of Elim, it would be quite difficult to interpret the actual purpose of this single verse phase, which is to provide enduring supernatural strength.
Personally, for some time after my own Marah of Shur, I had nothing else to do but remain in Elim, locked away with God, diligently looking for answers. The answers did not come quickly but by the special setting and miraculous provision provided I was able to continue until the light of understanding dawned! It was my own personal detox that prepared the way for the rest of the program.

7) Wilderness of Sin: Temptations to relapse; Withdrawals:

“And they took their journey from Elim, and all the congregation of the children of Israel came unto the wilderness of Sin (5512) which is between Elim and Sinai…” Exodus 16:1.

Sin 5512 of uncertain derivation; Sin the name of an Egyptian town and (probably) desert adjoining.

At first this doesn’t seem to tell us much, but since it’s in scripture it has to be important. And so with contemplation we realize that although this is not in Egypt, as the verse clearly shows it being the place between Elim and Sinai, it nonetheless is an Egyptian community and its surrounding area. This tells us that having left the power of Egypt, we will nonetheless run into a bit of Egypt influence along the way just waiting for us to get thirsty from the familiar smells of our recent addiction. How comical that such a place would be named the Wilderness of Sin.

I once knew a young woman who got happily married, and a week later she was horrified that her attraction to other men had not suddenly vanished! She could only know this as she passed through the Wilderness of Sin and was tempted like Pilgrim at the carnival in Vanity Fair *4. As is made clear in the above verse; every patient must pass through this phase. The sin is not in the temptations but the attention and falling to them. John Bunyan does a superb job of describing this place and its allurements as well as how to prepare to succeed the events regardless of the various circumstances and outcomes… which are not likely to be favorable to this present flesh.

I think this is where most American Christians fail the program though the result is not shown until the crossing. There is a strong national encouragement to “dabble” in the things once left behind because of the doctrine of dirty grace. “Now that I’m saved, these things can’t hurt me” is the half-lie whispered in their ear, and because of the weakness to them we are drawn in with moderation and compromised.

This is a far worse place than we were before because now, having been cleansed from the excessive vilification of our uncontrolled participation in ignorance, we are now able to function with intelligence in our moderate sins rather than be consumed by them, and so by moderation we cannot see the great need to be freed from them as they again dull our senses to God but in a more pleasant form.

“having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away” II Timothy 3:5.
“For if we sin wilfully after that we received the knowledge of the truth, there remaineth no more sacrifice for sins,” Hebrews 10:26.

This Wilderness of Sin must be warily navigated with a single eye on the goal. There are no goods here that can be purchased without grave damage, though each merchant will declare its harmless side-effects. This is where Dirty Grace is purchased as a great bargain and the resulting corpses of once faithful Christians are stacked like cordwood behind Beelzebub’s tent.

8) Rephidim: (Exodus 17:1-18:27) Less guiding restraints, more freedom to self-practice:

“And all the congregation of the children of Israel journeyed from the wilderness of Sin, after their journeys, according to the commandment of the LORD, and pitched in Rephidim: (7508) and there was no water for the people to drink” Exodus 17:1.

Rephidim 7508; plural of the masculine of the same as 7507; balusters; a place in the desert. 7507 from 7502; a railing (as spread along):- bottom.

The scripture makes very plain that this waterless condition was no accident or misguidance by Moses, but the people nonetheless found themselves without water and here is where they chided with Moses in demand.

I want to try and steer away from focus on their failures along the way, and pay attention to the program in an effort to discover the rehab process for us to succeed where they failed. Sure these places are most probably given their names by the terrain descriptions and such, but we know now that God “managed” their naming for an instructional message to us. Remember only a few stops ago they found themselves in Shur: a running wall with guiding purpose. Now here they find themselves in far less controlled circumstances but still with a guiding rail of balusters. Having been directed by the walls of God to a necessary medicine, and then watered and strengthened at the palms, they entered the trial of familiar temptations and should have successfully come through to this place they could now succeed with simply a railing to guide them in obedience. The lack of water here would have been a challenge for anyone, but they failed the test of more freedom by their belligerent reaction of self-will.
We notice at each step, whether they fail or not, the program continues on. This is important as today we wrongly expect, by the practice of culture, to be hand walked through repeated tries until we get it right. This is not what we see in this rehab program; the success or failure is yours to make at each stage and the results are transferred to influence your next stage… whether good or bad! Here we see the familiarity of the previous stages in the program were misapplied to presume an earned right of opinion or demand. By past experience they know now that God can provide water, and can even make bitter water sweet, but now use that experience to demand by challenge, that they be given water to “prove” that God is present! (Matthew 4:5-7).

In a few previous posts some months back I shared my thoughts in real time as I struggled through what seemed to me to be a diminished interaction with God though not due to my failures. I was confused and fearful of this diminished intimacy and described it like standing in an empty auditorium after a concert. Looking back these many months now, I see that it was actually a progression from the guiding walls of Elim, through temptation, to the lesser balusters of Rephidim, all a part of the program in preparation to actually being left to myself for a time at Sinai the mountain of God where, of all places, you wouldn’t expect to be left like that. But that doesn’t describe it quite right. What I thought was God’s departure was actually his approval of my readiness to practice walking on my own feet in the faith he provided, much as a father lets go the hands of his new toddler to see him walk a few steps for the first time without aid! This does not mean the toddler is left alone, but rather, becoming more able to be what he was designed to be in the family. Today as I remember that period of great intimacy with God, I am deeply comforted in the greater stability of my present relationship in a different form. The thought reminds me that I have heard a good marriage described the same way; The heat of consuming intimate passion aged to sweet enduring stability where the healthy marriage has far more use than self-serving momentary pleasure alone.

9) Wilderness of Sinai: (Exodus 19:1-Numbers 10:10) Providing the new rules for your new life!

Having arrived on the fifteenth day in the third month of the first year (Exodus 19:1-2+Numbers 33:3), and not departing until “the twentieth day of the second month in the second year” (Numbers 10:11-12), they were camped at Mt. Sinai for eleven months and five days. The math is a bit complex and the specific dates a whole other study I have not yet completed, so it is enough for now to note that this was not a short stop, as were the others.
Detox, withdrawals, strengthening, temptations, and practice, all are short phases with great impact, but here they camp for nearly a year. Here is where the bulk of instruction for the obedient life is provided in several forms. But here too is where it is expected that you can now handle yourself without a perpetual chaperon to hold your hand. Don’t be surprised if the Lord gives you some significant insights to live by, and then lets you work it out for a reasonably long spell before giving you more in another form. The quiet times are provided for you to work out the instruction you already received, which is not always as easy as it might seem at first. As former slaves we expect someone to simply hand out commands and we do them mindlessly, but here we have to exercise our own minds to learn how to apply by our own comprehension the intention of the instructions. After all, this program is making citizens out of slaves.

But all this is contingent upon your intent to increase in the wisdom of God rather than just waiting for the first opportunity to party because you “deserve a break”. At this point you are no longer strung-out on spiritual drugs, the residual affects should be out of your system, you should not be an addict anymore, and have no more excuse for Pagan choices and thoughts and desires. If these still captivate you in struggle against them it is because you have smuggled the forbidden and continue consuming what the program was intended to cleans from you, or you simply wont stop dwelling (lusting) on the memories of the high.

This is the condition in which the Exodus people were found by Moses as he came down from the Mountain of God, and their conduct caused Moses to break the tablets in anger. As the Type of Christ we must see that our iniquity as Christians caused Jesus himself to cast down the commandments in anger. What does this actually mean? A lot! Do you suppose that their lawless conduct that caused Moses to cast down the commandments was something to rejoice over because it freed them from the law? Are they the more righteous now? Or are they more pitiful because the intended law was still useless to them and so God had to “stoop to their level” to meet them in their iniquity and “start from the beginning” as it were? Did Jesus come to die because those given the law handled it with wisdom and understanding, or did he come to die because we were too iniquitous to comprehend the law? Did Jesus die so that there would be no law? What fools! To suppose that the Great King has invited us street urchins into his throne room so that we could be free to act like street urchins. Is he pleased that we urinate on the walls and burn his furniture on the floor to cook our lunchrats of choice when he has spread a royal banquet and invited his other guests? Are we so completely ignorant of reality to miss the point of the invitation? We might even be allowed such an ignorant viewpoint if God’s first wife the Jews, had not been sent away for less! She was no street urchin, she was a lady that grew proud of her position and angered the King in her familiar willfulness. Oh how much more revolting the pride of the street urchin that assumes since he threw her out it must mean he was really looking for someone lawless like me! This cannot possibly be a permitted viewpoint as Moses went back up the mountain with new tablets and got the exact same laws (Exodus 34:1). And in case we missed the important point, we have an example of God’s tolerance level for unapproved intimacy with God in Leviticus 10:1-11+Exodus 30. And be warned: By the rending of the veil in the temple (Matthew 27:51) we are all priests now (Revelation 1:6,5:10,20:6), as was originally intended from the beginning (Exodus 19:6).

And after the cleansing, and pardon, and a re-education and re-organization, the people finally seemed to understand that they needed to get with the program. The laws were established, the tabernacle made, and the people stopped murmuring while camped before the Mountain of God. But think of the extra 40 days they could have had with Moses if he didn’t have to go back for another set of tablets. This is an onion layer of their first rejection of Moses back in Egypt that cost them 40 years (a year for a day; Numbers 14:34). This is an onion layer of the two sets of Exodus people; one failed and one entered 40 years later.

Yes, rejoice that you a street urchin were invited into his kingdom to marry his son, but there is a lot of work to be done before you can get proud! God has no desire to make you like his bride sent away for a time of rehabilitation… again, but don’t for a second, think he is all pleased with your lawless behavior! The long period in the camp at the Mountain of God learning his lifestyle should be proof enough of that! What? You don’t remember any time in that camp? This should alarm you greatly if you have been in rehab for very long! It seems most probable that you spent that time worshiping the golden calf! Shame on you; You are to be the bride of the Prince of Glory, learn to act like it by learning to love the Prince and his ways in honor of the King… before its too late!


Repent, “and make straight paths for your feet, lest that which is lame be turned out of the way; but let it rather be healed”
Hebrews 12:13.

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Read The Map:
And now we come to the meaning of my last post.
We can reasonably know where we are in our rehab, and what to expect at each stage, and how well we are doing in the program. Wherever we find ourselves in the program, what comes next is already written in the Exodus schedule!

10) Wilderness of Paran: (Numbers 10:12-11:34) Living our application for life:

“And the children of Israel took their journeys out of the wilderness of Sinai; and the cloud rested in the wilderness of Paran” Numbers 10:12.

Just when we come to the conclusion that we have it all figured out, God moves the cloud. Once having arrived at Sinai and grown to appreciate this place, it is easy to conclude that the Christian life is all about arriving here; “This must be the Rest that we are to strive to find!” (Hebrews 4:9-11) *5. And truly it is a rest, and it is a wonderful place, but the Lord will not keep you here; this is not the destination, it is still in the wilderness, this is still rehab! (Hebrews 3:10-18, 4:1-2,8). We learn the truth of this when God eventually instructed them to pack up camp and move on…
but look at their new presentation now! (Numbers 10:14-28,33-36). They are organized into ordered units with specific placement, they have the new tabernacle, and the Ark of God where his presence sits (as a mobile Mt. Sinai), they have ordained priests, and ministers, and elders, and a practiced relationship with God; “This is what it’s all about!!” you can almost hear them proclaim in confidence;

“And it came to pass, when the ark set forward, that Moses said, Rise up, LORD, and let thine enemies be scattered; and let them that hate thee flee before thee. And when it rested, he said, Return, O LORD, unto the many thousands of Israel” Numbers 10:35-36.

Moses is not commanding God here, but verbally recognizing in confidence how God will interact with his wise people. This is understanding! What we are shown here is the living (practical) application (presentation) of what they learned at the mountain of God. There is confidence here, learned by the period of time they spent with the LORD and the laws that he established among them and his blessing as they obeyed. There is insight here in Moses’ saying, and comprehension of what God intended to do for and through them. Moses’ declaration was saying;
“We are your obediently confident people; to be led by God and protected by God and fellowshipped with God.”
But… The people were still oblivious to the spirit of the program they were in, even while participating, they thought of themselves as slaves. After all this time they still missed the whole point as their self-centered world still revolved around THEM and what they would be GIVEN, this is revealed at the first sign of disruption to their dream. The very next section begins without fanfare;

“And when the people complained, it displeased the LORD…” Numbers 11:1.

As we read through chapter 11 we see that things went bad quickly, we see that God was not as tolerant of their errors as before. They murmured and God burnt them, they lusted and God literally stuffed them with their desire, and instead of winking at their desires like he did before, this time the Quail he sent killed many of them (Numbers 11:18-34).

So what happened? Why the change in God’s reaction? Was God just tired of it all, all of a sudden? Not really, God was tired of it from the beginning. It was Moses who finally got tired of it all! (Numbers 11:10-15). Remember Moses is the Type of Christ! It was Moses who kept the LORD from wiping them all out a long time ago! Now that Moses is weary of their perpetual iniquity “while trying”, he is not as eager to keep God from removing his shadow as it were. Moses and God both are pretty fed up with laboring to get these belligerent people ready to enter the Land Promised, but the program is not yet over and they will see it through to the end, though with less patience. Now God gives Moses a bit of help as he appoints seventy of the best from among them to help with the management. I’m not so sure this is such a good thing as these are from among those already proven to fail! But God places on them of the spirit on Moses and it does help the people to sort out their squabbles, as much as their diminished hearts will allow.

But why did God do this? Why the seventy from among them?
I believe it is because the whole point of the rehabilitation program is to make them viable to become the people leaders and rulers of their new land and not simply slaves to God and Moses, forced to do and act as he wants. As diminished as they are, it is their rehabilitation and God gave them of himself within that parameter… and so he does with us. I am convinced it is directly related to why Aaron was even necessary in the first place. The further we are from God the more links are needed to stand in the gap (Exodus 4:12-14).
So again, why did things go so badly all of a sudden after the Mountain of God? We learn the answer when we study the name of this place:

Paran 6290 Pa’ran; from 6286; ornamental; Paran, a desert of Arabia. 6286 pa’ar; a primitive root; to gleam, i.e. (causatively) embellish; figuratively, to boast; also to explain (i.e. make clear) oneself; denominative from 6288, to shake a tree…

The wilderness of Paran is where they demonstrate what they have become. If they didn’t learn it, they demonstrate that too! The short list in Numbers 33:16 is curiously absent of the mention of Paran, presumably because they failed to be ornamental unto God and so the course took a different direction. Numbers 33 goes on to list the continuing stops in the next 40 years but the exodus rehab program is over at Paran.

Doctrine is good stuff, but it’s easy to be all righteous and sin free when you sit in your office study with your bible open, but get out in the world among people going about their alternate reality and what you display is who you really are. Does your Christianity work in the fallen word? It’s actually a shock to realize that practical application of confident doctrine is a lot more work than you figured in your mind. To the faithful this is not a stumbling block but a further exercise of their increasing faith! It is the next level after succeeding at the previous.
Will there be some failures and struggles and embarrassing moments of confusion that require repentance? Yes, but these should now be rare. Hang in there, keep your wits about you, remain humble and quick to repent, remember who you became at the Mountain of God camp and you will come through this one too a better man than you were at the mountain! Why? Because now in practical life, in front of the world as you go about your way on your own feet, you are practicing to possess and dwell in the kingdom of Heaven as a participating beneficial citizen and not a mindless slave! (John 15:15).
For me, I anticipate in hope my Paran ornamental presentation to begin in the form of my first book. I believe I can anticipate the Lord to soon lead my work into a new level of embellishment beyond this Blog, but proclaiming ornamentally an unpopular stand is not grounds for expecting pleasure and comfort.
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“So what about those who refused to go in, did they end up in Hell?”
What is that to you? They didn’t go in and you can, if you will, so leave them behind as irrelevant (John 21:21-22). I mean it!
But we are indeed shown what became of them, because that knowledge gives us comprehension of the nature of God and the meaning and application of the Exodus ensample...which is utterly concept altering! But that too will have to wait for another post as we develop this path into a road. Oh how I ach to bring in the heavy equipment and plow this land into the highway that the map shows it will one day be, but for now I must systematically develop the path one page at a time lest I bring confusion by a vast plowed field. The destiny of the Exodus generation is a part of that future highway plan that will blow your mind when you finally see it.
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So Why did I lay out each stage of the rehab program?
In the spiritual DNA of God’s people, whether Old Testament Jew or New Testament Christian, these spiritual proteins will be in your makeup. But note: as you complete each stage, the next one will be new and strange and a challenge to figure out. Having become an “old pro” at the previous stage, you will feel like a failure at the next. You will struggle and go through confusion and frustration as you learn the proper comprehension and application of the new stage, but application and success produce confirmation of understanding that the stage is designed to instill. Having the written trail map / schedule of phases and their intended purposes laid out, can sure make the learning easier and faster by less confusion and therefore the degree of learning in the designated period can be greatly increased! This is making the path into a road. And in the work it is being made straight and plain in preparation of Christ’s soon return.
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The short list of waypoints or phases along the Christian Walk: (Numbers 33. Note: a few extra classes without explanation are slipped into this list for extra credit)

Rameses: a place in Egypt, not a location, but “a place for them” i.e. their habitation.
1.      Succoth: Booths, a very temporary and thoughtless domicile in expectation of soon moving on.
2.      Etham: a decision in the desert, between iniquity and the wilderness trail of reformation.
3.      Pihahiroth: the mouth of the gorges, a box canyon with no escape between Migdol (the power of sin) and the impassable sea as the only door of escape. This place was looking into the Baal-zephon; the cold typhoon of sure destruction! But God led them here for a reason!
4.      Red Sea: Congratulations, if you go through you are now an official patient of the Rehab Program and have already entered the outskirts of the kingdom of God.
5.      Marah in the Wilderness of Shur: a defined unpleasant depleting course for an undisclosed purpose of bitterness.
6.      Elim: sanctuary of private sustenance and seventy palms of enduring strength in preparation for what lies ahead.
·       Camped by the Red sea, this time from the opposite perspective (side). (Note: this is not entered in the Exodus account and therefore cautioned against using in the overlay).
7.      Wilderness of Sin: temptations reminiscent *6 of the life left behind. DO NOT FALL!
·       Dophkah: 1850; from 1849; a knock. A primitive root; to knock; by analogy, to press severely.
·       Alush: 442 of uncertain derivation; Alush, a place in the Desert. (A curious Remez yet to be discovered.)
8.      Rephidim: a running rail for diminished guidance as you learn to walk on your own feet.
9.      Wilderness of Sinai: life instruction in the ways of the kingdom you hope to inherit.
10.   Paran: putting to practice in real life, what you have learned in protection.
The Jordan River: Graduation of pass or fail.

The Rehab Program is over:
Numbers 33:16 begins a new list and purpose that relates to the second generation.
So why does the Exodus narration leave out some of the waypoints? I believe it is because God was making this Ten Step Program a direct overlay to the Ten Plagues of Egypt. We get ten chances in our life’s stages to respond to God properly but some of those stages come in several parts. Even at the last stage he will forgive all nine failures if we would but choose God’s way over our own. But at each negative response we build up our immunity against God making the next favorable response even harder than the previous. By the time you get to the termination-of-your-legacy choice, your heart is quite hard and the only hope is to fall at the foot of the Cross and plead Christ Jesus to help your unbelief (Mark 9:24). Sitting in the Electric Chair, or in the hospital dying of Aids, is a tough place to find yourself, but the Son of God can meet you even there, but not beyond;

“And as it is appointed unto man once to die, but after this the judgment: So Christ was once offered to bear the sins of the many; and unto them that look for him shall he appear the second time without sin unto salvation” Hebrews 9:27.
“…I have heard thee in a time accepted, and in the day of salvation have I succored thee: behold, now is the accepted time; behold, now is the day of salvation” II Corinthians 6:2.

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The Plan:
Today’s Christian has no mentality to prepare for the kingdom of Heaven because they don’t even know this is the goal! Mistaking Sunday for Sabbath we worship on Sunday, the first day of the week, in preparation for the remaining six days of work ahead. We have no respect for the anticipated arrival of the last day of Rest from the expended labor of the week. This is a perspective problem by which we seem to be setting ourselves up for our own failure to enter into his Rest at the appointed time by misunderstanding that the conquest of the Promised Land is a rest, not a labor *7. Rehab is not a product of our labor but a restful surrender to the program, even though the program is hard.

The Sabbath actually comes AFTER Sunday not before. Jesus rose on the first day of the week to empower and sustain us for the remaining week leading up to his Sabbath Rest. The Jews cannot enter in because without Christ’s Sunday power they are incapable of “living” labor through the week in proper preparation of the Sabbath Rest they seek, while the Christians cannot enter in because without anticipating the end goal of Sabbath Rest, they have no plan for proper use of that power! God designed it this way in the image of marriage; the Jews need the Christian understanding, and the Christians need the Jewish understanding; neither actually understanding the other without that spiritual miraculous bond called the spirit of marriage.
The Bible is ONE BOOK with a singular message of salvation that takes both parts.

In this first book I have diligently cleared the overgrowth from the uncommon Christian walk metaphorically shown as the cover photo foot trail, but then by overlaying this Christianity onto the Exodus events I have reveled the second parallel rut of the wagon trail type paths (plural) of John the Baptist that virtually eliminate the confusion of many subversive individual doctrines which proclaim perhaps this is not actually the right way (singular) of the Lord;

“For this is he that was spoken of by the prophet Esaias, saying, The voice of one crying in the wilderness, Prepare ye the way (3598) of the Lord, make his paths (5147) straight (2117)Matthew 3:3 (Mark 1:3, Luke 3:4, Isaiah 42:16, see also Psalm 27:11).

Way 3598 hodos; apparently a primitive word; a road; by implication, a progress (the route, act or distance); figuratively, a mode or means.
Paths 5147 tribos;… a rut or worn track.
Straight 2117 euthus; …straight, i.e. (literally) level, or (figuratively) true

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*1 Drugs of Choice:
To be very clear, our own socially accepted drugs of choice that we feel confident are approved by God include but are not limited to; hobbies, work, good deeds, community service, patriotism, church activities, prayer for others, offerings to God, worship, the collection of religious knowledge, and an endless list of anything that keeps you strung-out on them to the neglect of regular deep intimacy with God who can feed your soul to true obedience that surpasses outward conduct (Isaiah 1:13-15, I Samuel 15:22, Psalm 51:16, Proverbs 21:4).


*2 Bible Maps:
Much like the long irrefutably documented intentional deceptions of the Darwin Evolution sketches still mysteriously found in nearly every related textbook in America today, Our “help maps” found as supplements in the backs of most every Bible have long been proven gravely in error but remain for reasons also mysterious. Do not use these maps in the effort to educate yourself regarding locations; they will only create doubts and confusions. (“The Exodus Case” book by Dr. Lennart Moller, “ The Exodus Revealed, Search for the Red Sea Crossing DVD by Discovery Media Productions http://www.christianrealityvideos.com/videos/vid202-The-Exodus-Revealed.htm).

*3 The order of feasts mixed up:
It seems God got his order of the feasts mixed up, as the Feast of Tabernacles is the 7th and last feast, but here in the order of living application at Succoth, it came right after the 1st Feast of Passover (Exodus 12:3-14 and 15-20). “Why is that?”
The answer might be revealed as we shockingly contemplate that perhaps God provided the suggestion to observe both Sabbath and Sunday worship way back at the beginning in his command of this memorial feast of unleavened bread!

“And in the first day there shall be an holy convocation, and in the seventh day there shall be an holy convocation to you; no manner of work shall be done in them, save that which every man must eat, that only may be done of you” Exodus 12:16.

The holy first and last days of the Week of Unleavened Bread are shown to compass all seven days commanded. This represents all seven feasts by having both the first and the last feasts observed consecutively as Sunday follows Saturday yet with all the other days still between. This is not doctrine; just a curious thought to ponder (Matthew 12:5).

*4 “The Pilgrim’s Progress” by John Bunyan 1678, an incredibly insightful allegory of our present topic.

*5 God’s Rest: (Hebrews 4:9-11)
The Rest is yet to be fully obtained though it’s representation is obtained as we are successfully rehabilitated and stop fighting with God’s will but choose it (II Corinthians 12:9, II Thessalonians 1:7-8).

*6 Reminiscent 1. Of the nature of, pertaining to, or marked by, reminiscence. 2. Given to or indulging in reminiscences. 3. That reminds one, as of something previously known.
Reminiscence 1. Act, Power, or fact, of recalling past experience; recollection 2. An account of one’s memorable experiences 3. A phrase, custom, feature, etc., so suggestive of another as to be regarded as an unconscious imitation, survival, or the like…

*7 Conquest as a Rest:
Don’t you find it curious that the scripture makes clear that the conquest will be a war, it will be an actual conquest to possess the land from its inhabitants, yet nowhere is it hinted that they were commanded to make arms or armor or to train for combat? This is not a simple one line explanation and I hope to eventually write a post regarding God’s perspective of conquering the Promised Land as a Rest.
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Sunday, April 8, 2012

Personal Exodus

(Postcard along the way)
Post 241

I have literally written 15 first draft posts in the past two weeks, but each time the Lord checked me and I am not free to post it. It is my intent to maintain a clear and consistent track following the Exodus people to learn important details about our own Christian walk as instructed by I Corinthians 10:11, but I keep finding very big things that crave development and off I go on another tangent study that deviates from the singular simple path, and so this week I find myself short of a post.

So in keeping with the topic of my last post, let me share that in my personal life I feel that God has kept me in the camp at the foot of the Mountain of God for a good while now. The trip getting here was difficult and confusing and frustrating though I knew that I was being led by God and that was good enough for me. The rest here has been wonderful and the concepts I have been given while at this camp have been enormous, many of them will require significant time to properly develop into written form. I am delighted to be here receiving from the Lord his provision and rest and great detail into his word, much as the Exodus people received the law and blueprints and kingdom documents from Moses (Exodus 34:1-Numbers 10:10). But for the past few weeks, I have been getting the strong indication that God is about to break camp and lead me elsewhere in my rehab journey;

“And it came to pass on the twentieth day of the second month, in the second year, that the cloud was taken up from off the tabernacle of the testimony. And the children of Israel took their journeys out of the wilderness of Sinai; and the cloud rested in the wilderness of Paran” Numbers 10:11-12.

I really can’t be sure, and because I like it here so much, I have been appealing to God to let me stay a bit longer in hope that perhaps it wasn’t his voice I was hearing, but as the time goes on I am more convinced that this really is God and he really is planning on ending this wonderful period for me in favor of the next step in the program.

We love to think that we have the better deal in that we don’t need a cloudy pillar to lead us, we have the Holy Spirit living within us. But how confident are we of that leading and how many times have we been sure it was Him when we later discovered it was our own lust giving us the idea? The Exodus people had no such confusion; the cloud moved and they followed, the cloud set still and they made camp (Numbers 9:16-23). What we must do is learn by earnest experience to recognize his voice, and then actually respond as if we really knew we just heard from Him. This is not easy to learn, but I am sure getting more confident as the familiarity grows!

Now as much as I don’t want to leave this mountain, If God is leading the way who would want to stay behind?!    I am all about dwelling in the shadow of the Almighty, wherever that turns out to be!
See post 189 “ Sunburn” 5-15-11 (http://when-did-reason-die.blogspot.com /2011/05/sunburn.html).

The amazing part is that I have read the trail map and can see a paper idea of what lies ahead. But what I didn’t see until today is very interesting. In the above passage we see that the Holy Spirit had them make their next camp in the wilderness of Paran.

“OKaaay,”

No, look!

Paran 6290 Pa’ran; from 6286; ornamental; Paran, a desert of Arabia. 6286 pa’ar; a primitive root; to gleam, i.e. (causatively) embellish; figuratively, to boast; also to explain (i.e. make clear) oneself; denominative from 6288, to shake a tree:- beautify, boast self, go over the boughs, glorify, (self) glory, vaunt self.

That’s all I’m going to say on that as I pack my spiritual bags and make ready for the journey when the Spirit of God moves!
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Monday, April 2, 2012

Rehab

(Learning to Love God)
Post 240

In the last post we concluded that the solution of our regularly provoking God to anger, is to learn to love him. We saw that these provocations were evidence that we do not actually love God. The question then became:

“How do I learn to love God when I really don’t?”
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I do not believe it is too presumptuous to declare that most American professing Christians actually desire to love God but find they cannot. Yes that is a very broad brush, and as already stated in the previous post; love is really hard to put on a scale. Yet I believe by the end of this post you will be able to see the reason why our churches are filled with both adults and youths who perpetually struggle and fail with all manner of sin though they declare they love God.

The evidence of the struggle itself suggests a desire to rise above the sin that they obviously know is destructive, and so it is concluded that these wish to have a healing relationship with God greater than what they have but are powerless to get there. Clearly they have some feelings for God but the love that transforms is missing. They know it’s missing but if you don’t love, how do make yourself love? Isn’t love an emotion that comes and goes of its own volition and is uncontrollable? We are too often told that it is. The answer to this problem of perpetual failure, which is most often provided by religious leaders, is that “All men sin and it cannot be overcome; It is a part of our nature and this is why there is grace”. The obvious conclusion of such a simplistic false doctrine is that the only difference between the saved and unsaved is that the unsaved don’t struggle in their sin. But isn’t there something else to this salvation? Is it actually possible to break the unbreakable chains? “How can I learn to love God when all my efforts have utterly failed?”
To answer that, we need a different perspective than the one we have that does not work. To get that perspective, God gave us a word picture where the lights come on as we finally “get it”. We get that word picture when we honestly ask; “Why did God take the Exodus people on that miserable trip from Egypt to the Jordan River, through the wilderness?”
Now don’t just assume you know the answer or you wont look for it. Sure we all have reasonable explanations that we come up with off the top of our heads, some are even based on the misunderstood reason that God himself gave;

“And it came to pass, when Pharaoh had let the people go, that God led them not through the way of the land of the Philistines, although that was near; for God said, Lest peradventure the people repent when they see war, and they return to Egypt: But God led the people about, through the way of the wilderness of the Red sea…” Exodus 13:17-18a.

So are we happy with the generic and simple explanation that God wanted to take them the long way, which was so far in distance and through the un-passable Red sea, that they couldn’t go back if they decided they wouldn’t face the war at the end? This perspective of God’s explanation is practically and geographically illogical on several points:

1.      The very common and familiar trade route from Egypt to Canaan was the most direct and shortest; it was the I-5 freeway of that region. It is foolish to assume that by taking them on a long detour, they would get confused and think it was too far back to Egypt.
2.      The Red sea is not on that short route, so taking them through the sea was no topographical hindrance to their return; Head north and hang a left.
3.      At the end of the long route God picked for them, they still changed their minds (repented) when they understood the intended war, and failed to accomplish the job of entering in.

So did God’s “Extended Red Sea Route” plan fail? It did if this is the way we want to interpret his explanation, but that’s ridiculous; God has a completely different meaning for his explanation.
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God’s explanation of taking them the long way is not about the distance. What God said was that he needed the longer course to complete the process he designed for them so that at the end of it they would not return to Egypt when things got too tough. We know by his statement that the purpose for the wilderness program was that at completion they would be altered enough NOT to go back to Egypt, whether they failed to engage the war or not. And we know they did not return to Egypt but wandered around in the wilderness the rest of their lives. God’s plan succeeded! (More in later posts).

So now we just need to understand the process that he carefully designed that brought about the change in them that would keep them from returning to where they were before they left. Why the Red Sea miracle at the start? Why the wilderness? Why the hardships? The bitter water, the lack of normal food and the carefully rationed special food, the exclusion from others, the lack of water, the extended stay at the rugged mountain camp? What did God have in mind for all these miseries, when he constantly comforted them with the cloud, showing them he had their best interest at heart? To make sure we get the I Corinthians 10:11 application, the same questions must be asked regarding why God sends us through the tough times in our own “wilderness journey” of life in preparation of entering into the kingdom of heaven.

The answer comes clear when we realize that God had to run them through the world’s first recorded addiction rehab program. It was not that God wanted to make them suffer, but that the suffering was simply a necessary by-product of the detox and withdrawals from the life of Egypt. When you send your Heroin addict son or daughter to rehab, it is not a punishment, or an intentional suffering that you wish upon them, it is an act of love and hope while you mournfully empathize with their great miseries that you put them into! but in their condition they cannot yet see it as help;

“And Moses spake so unto the children of Israel: but they hearkened not unto Moses for anguish of spirit, and for cruel bondage” Exodus 6:9.

In spite of the motivation of love and the needed treatment, the suffering is still very real and the addict really struggles with feeling like you hate them and are trying to kill them! And this is exactly the reaction God received from the Exodus people as he confiscated their familiar lusts of Egypt from them;

“And they were sore afraid…And they said unto Moses, Because there were no graves in Egypt, hast thou taken us away to die in the wilderness? Wherefore hast thou dealt thus with us, to carry us forth out of Egypt? Is not this the word that we did tell thee in Egypt, saying, Let us alone, that we may serve the Egyptians? For it had been better for us to serve the Egyptians, than that we should die in the wilderness” Exodus 14:10b-12.

In this drug induced confused mindframe, could they be held accountable for their words? Did they have the clearness of mind that would allow them to make an intelligent decision for themselves? No. and Moses did not rebuke them for it, he just comforted then in their sorry state and said;

“…Fear ye not, stand still, and see the salvation of the LORD…The LORD shall fight for you, and ye shall hold your peace” Exodus 14:13-14.

But even in this drug induced state, we cannot force a grown adult into rehab, it is something they have to allow us to lead them into, it’s a legal thing, and God likewise tells the Exodus people that they must walk into the clinic and sign themselves in;

“And the LORD said unto Moses, Wherefore criest thou unto me? Speak unto the children of Israel, that they go forward:”
Exodus 14:15

The door to the wilderness clinic is the Red sea of baptism. The wilderness clinic is God’s. The detox program is God’s. He provides the facility, the medicine, the food, the water, the caregivers, and the mental rehabilitation program, but it’s the patient’s job to do the doing and the doing is difficult.
Once all the patents entered the clinic God shut the door of the Red Sea, not to keep patients from escaping but to lock out the world they had been rescued from (Exodus 14:19-31). While Christians wrongly assume that salvation is the whole plan and the end of the work, the entrance into the clinic is only the beginning of the rehab program.
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Have you ever had any proximity to someone with a drug problem? Do you know anything about the foundational altering effects that drugs have on a person’s mind will and emotions? Their personality? Let’s use Heroin as an example:

From the outside perspective, a person under that influence is narrowly drug focused and disconnected to the reality that the rest of us live in. One of the Thamkrabok rehab monks said it like this: “Heroin creates this sort of bubble around you. You’re in a false environment, a false world. So once you take that away the only way to describe it is that you’ve just knocked the wall down and the real world comes at you a million miles an hour” *1. But before that wall is knocked down, you can still hold some semblance of a conversation with them, and they may even weep emotionally in sad recognition that they are destroying their own lives as well as those whom they love and who rely on them, but there is no successful link between recognition and the needed behavioral change. They simply cannot make it happen. How does a person on Heroin make the needed change? Do they try harder to be a good mom? Do they will themselves to perform better? Is it even possible, or would such an effort to improve themselves be more evidence that they really don’t have a clue to the problem?

We might give them examples of their problem, not as rules they must conform to in order for us to be happy with them, but as evidences of their problem that goes far beyond behavior. But in the utter helpless impossibility to improve, our comments are only received as judgment (law) to them.  “Doing better” is not the present need but is a by-product of the intended goal. Heroin has no redeeming qualities and is only utterly destructive to the addict as well as those around them. Yet to the addict, they are sure they cannot live without the Heroin even after they cease wanting it because the thrill is gone. They are trapped because the withdrawals are just too painful to bear, and are frustrated that you cannot “accept them as they are”.

But the greater problem, are those who have seemed to manage their addiction in moderation where they can mostly participate in reality. These people cannot see the merits of your argument and defend the drug with vigor (Revelation 3:25-18), in this state these cannot be rehabilitated, and in today’s sophisticated society we are seeing a great increase in these who are managing their addictions and they are now filling our seats of government with their twisted perspectives, writing insane laws to which we all must conform.

I recently watched a documentary called “Heroin: Facing the Dragon” about a Thailand monastery rehab center for Heroin addicts *1. It was interesting as they followed two young British girls through the program, but what really fascinated me was the amazing direct overlay this had on the scripture’s documentary of the Exodus journey from Egypt. The medication and purging, the waiting while detoxing, the seclusion and foods, the expected attitudes and personal wars, the restructuring of the mind, etc., all are shown paralleled in the Exodus.

I recognize that I am stepping outside the authoritive scripture to make this overlay, and it has no direct scriptural validation to declare its merits, I only offer it as a current perspective of God’s intent for the process he used, that may help us accept the events with purpose and see ourselves in a new light allowing us to interact with God’s process in deeper understanding and surrendered compliance.
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The Wilderness Drug Rehab Program:
After the first three days of detox (Exodus 15:22) without the familiar drug of Egypt life, the next thing on the agenda for the new Exodus rehab patients was some very distasteful medicine the scripture calls “bitter water”, and the patients complained of its bad taste (Exodus 15:23-24). So Moses, the clinic director, went to the designer of the clinic program to see what could be done. And God provided a sweetener for the medicine; though the medicine still had to be drunk (Exodus 15:25a). But that’s not the end of it; we are told what the medicine was for:

“…there he made for them a statute and an ordinance, and there he proved them, and said, If thou wilt diligently hearken to the voice of the LORD thy God, and wilt do that which is right in his sight, and wilt give ear to his commandments, and keep all his statutes, I will put none of these diseases upon thee, which I have brought upon the Egyptians: for I am the LORD that healeth thee. And they came to Elim, where were twelve wells of water, and threescore and ten palm trees: and they encamped there by the waters” Exodus 15:25b-27.

In essence, God gave them the raw medicine so they could taste how bitter it really is, then he gave them an additive that made it actually tasty and they were expected to drink it, and by doing this he provided a tangible pattern of the clinic principle he was about to make; which was to purpose in your heart to “get on board” with the program and follow the rules whether you liked it or not. The promised result is that the patient will be healed and avoid all the diseases that plague the addicts they were just rescued from; God informed them that the purpose of the clinic was for him to heal them. And after drinking the medicine, they were taken to a pleasant place where they could wait out the detoxing affect. But the withdrawals had not yet begun.

30 days into the program (they left and arrived on the 15th of each month; Numbers 33:3+Exodus 16:1) the affects of withdrawals had begun and their reaction was typical of withdrawals from Heroin;

“And the whole congregation of the children of Israel murmured against Moses and Aaron (the clinic staff) in the wilderness: …Would to God we had died by the hand of the LORD in the land of Egypt, when we sat by the flesh pots, and when we did eat bread to the full; for ye have brought us forth into this wilderness, to kill this whole assembly with hunger” Exodus 16:2-3.

Understanding the reaction of an addict in rehab helps us comprehend why the Hebrews would react so dramatically, they were addicted to the lifestyle and product of their addiction and they could not bear to be without it. Today the same phrase is; “I wish I were dead” and at this point in the program they really mean it. They had forgotten how miserable they were back in slavery, and now without the drugs of that life, the affect is all they can think about.

Here we see that God provided them the most perfect foods (Exodus 4-19) to give them all the needed vitamins and minerals and proteins and such that their depleted systems desperately need to recover, and no mater how much or little they collected daily, it always turned out to be a specific ration by weight (Exodus 16:18). Was it supposed to be received as a placation for the desirable Heroin of Egypt? No. It was what they needed. And God watched their rehabilitation progress by how they received it (Exodus 16:4,12); Some, while still miserable from the withdrawals accepted the treatment program as necessary and were grateful to comply, while others fought with the whole process (Exodus 16:20) and could not figure out the point of the rules and so struggled to comply (Exodus 16:27). Now think about it; these are Heroin addicts who have shown a failure to manage their own lives with good mental processes, now arguing with the rehab director and staff about how the operation should be run! That didn’t go over so well;

“And the LORD said unto Moses, How long refuse ye to keep my commandments and my laws?” Exodus 16:28.

God was holding Moses responsible for the smooth operation of his wilderness facility and we see in the next verse that a detailed explanation accompanied the lack of manna on the seventh day so even the frustrated could go along; “so the people rested on the seventh day” Exodus 16:30.

Chapter 17 begins by implying they made it through the worst of the withdrawals in the Wilderness of Sin and now moved on to focus more on their mental rehabilitation. But we see that withdrawals from the mental addiction is perhaps even harder than withdrawals from the physical addiction, though in a different way. By now they have a bit more strength and have recovered some will power, but misapply it to their base needs as if in fear that the program managers have suddenly lost their proven skills and designs for their best interest. In ignorance of the carefully designed program the patients turn on the staff and demand what they feel they need (Exodus 17:2-4,7). And in love, patience, and compassion for their pitiful condition, God again provides (Exodus 17:5-6); not because they demanded it, but because it was already in his perfectly scheduled plan, as we see evidenced by prophecy all through the scripture from the fall of Adam to the second coming (Genesis 2:10, 9:4+6, 3:15, 4:8+Hebrews 12:2, Zechariah 14:4 etc.).

Next in the program, after the life giving water of the Rock of Christ, the patients were provided a first battle with the Amalikites (Exodus 17:8-13) of the children of Esau (Genesis 36:12). I have long wondered why this is here in the narrative? It really doesn’t seem to fit in the rest of the Exodus narrative, What meaning can this have to us? With this rehab overlay perspective we find in Deuteronomy 25:17-18 an aid to understanding this part of the program;

“Remember what Amalek did unto thee by the way, when ye were come forth out of Egypt; How he met thee by the way, and smote the hindermost of thee, even all that were feeble behind thee, when thou wast faint and weary; and he feared not God”
Deuteronomy 25:17-18 KJV.

In attempting to define “smote” I was led to the LXX Greek Septuagint, which in translation reads;

“Remember what things Amalec did to thee by the way, when thou wentest forth out of the land of Egypt: how he withstood thee in the way, and harassed thy rear, even those that were weary behind thee, and thou didst hunger and wast weary; and he did not fear God” Deuteronomy 25:17-18 LXX.

This was not the only battle these people would face; in fact being prepared to face the actual war at the end is a significant purpose for the whole rehab program as God already made clear at the beginning (Exodus 13:17). This Amalek battle was only a carefully controlled strength and endurance training as a part of their rehab. Here in Deuteronomy (written to the next generation that WOULD go in) we are informed that Amalek specifically targeted the weakest among the patients falling behind, with intent to harass them. Now while the KJV translation declares this attack came when they were all faint and weary, the Septuagint lends to the idea that the battle made them hungry and weary.

The lesson to be learned here is that weariness and faintness is indeed going to be a part of the war in real life after rehab but those who are the weakest will take the brunt of the harassment. Since this was designed into the program we can conclude the purpose of God was to motivate the weak to kick it up a notch; to be better prepared for the next time. And not only the weakest, but all of them were exercised in the event to become stronger as a unit by the increase of their individual strengths by exercise.

The whole bit with Moses’ arms, was to drive home the point that in the long and laborious battles against evil, we will face weariness. In our weariness of the battle the enemy will gain the upper hand. But when we come together for mutual support of each other’s faith in uplifting our weary arms to God (from whence comes our help), we will find strength and the LORD will sustain our diligence and give us victory through our efforts; “And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not” Galatians 6:9 (+10, also Exodus 23:29-30, II Thessalonians 3:13).

Now Deuteronomy 26 goes on to direct a memorial First Fruits sacrifice to remember this concept of the source of our success while weary, but the Exodus generation failed the final exam of this concept and so were not given chapter 26. If you are of the second gen kind of believers, it would be valuable to read Deuteronomy 26:1-11, not as a rule but as a concept of understanding the deep meaning of first fruits with this in mind.
This is rehab!

Exodus 18 is a very interesting diversion from the rehab program itself, and goes into some inner workings in the management of the wilderness rehab center. There is A LOT of fascinating understanding found here far more than just symbolic to our own “real life” management as we are all patients, now in the staff, to aid those less stable in the program, but I must pass over the details to continue the documentary of the patients. Only keep in mind that this selection of Jr. staff members from among the patients (Exodus 18:25) is not the same event as when, the faithful among them are later officially sanctioned as staff by the anointing of God’s Spirit (Numbers 11:16).

Two months into rehab (they left and arrived on the 15th) they are taken to the Sinai mountain camp for an extended stay and a new phase in their rehabilitation (Exodus 19:1-6). It is here that they are given a whole new set of rules to live by now that they are mentally healthy enough to receive it. The toxins of their Egyptian addictions are now cleansed from their system, and the exclusion from any other social distractions has prepared their minds to accept the training of a completely different lifestyle from what they had known. But here their hearts will suffer the challenge of choosing the life they WANT. Here is where will be tested their success of how they applied the first rule of rehab;

“If thou wilt diligently hearken (8085) to the voice of the LORD thy God…” Exodus 15:26

Hearken 8085 shama; a primitive root; to hear intelligently (often with implication of attention, obedience, etc.)…

As a child, I would sometimes get in trouble even though I had intended to followed the specific directive of my dad. He used the line “going through the motions” to express that although the letter may have been followed, I had missed or ignored the whole spirit of the directive. From disinterest I did not “hearken” to his voice though I attempted to do what he said, the results were self evident that I was just going through the motions.

Here at the mountain of God in Sinai, they were about to be graduated into the next phase of their rehab and given guiding rules to live by (Exodus 19:9-11), but if their heart was not committed to this new way, all the rules would fall flat and miss the whole purpose. They were not strung-out on the drug of Egypt anymore so whatever they decided to do was simply a clear choice of their heart’s desire approved by a clear mind. Their decisions were legitimately their own and they could be accountable to them now.

After giving them the verbal rules (Exodus 20:1-17), it was no mistake that Moses “left the room” to spend time in the mountain of God; it was a part of the program to see how the patients were doing on their own in preparation for “real life” choices (II Chronicles 32:31).

They didn’t do so good;

“And when the people saw that Moses delayed to come down out of the mount, the people gathered themselves together unto Aaron, and said unto him, Up, make us gods, which shall go before us; for as for this Moses, the man that brought us up out of the land of Egypt, we wot not is become of him” Exodus 32:1.

Now it’s easy to criticize them for their quick departure, but remember this whole program had only been going for two months and now Moses the rehab director goes absent for more than a month! (40 days per Exodus 24:18), that’s not insignificant.

If the patients had understood that this was like today’s term; “halfway house”, they would have carefully and diligently applied the rules in Moses’ absence to make sure they graduated successfully from the program. But as long as they assumed they were but patients, they felt no personal responsibility and actually felt their failure was Moses’ fault for spending so much time away! Incredible the damage allowed by a wrong perspective! And this irresponsible perspective is what got them hooked as slaves to Egypt in the first place. But is this not exactly what modern Christians do today while waiting for Jesus to come back? “I want to do right, but without the director holding my hand, I just can’t help myself.” Somehow that doesn’t sell so good from this overlay interpretation of the passage. This failure to apply (act of the will) the law with the mind, is directly due to a failure to rehabilitate (repent) the heart. The whole package can be called a wrong spirit. Caleb had another spirit (Numbers 14:24) as he accepted his personal responsibility to succeed in the program with diligence.

I don’t want to belabor the shameful details of their full return to their former conduct even without the actual Egyptian Heroin of slavery to overtake and influence them, but that they still had not eradicated the lust for the former pagan pleasures they retained in their hearts. This problem is made very clear in any rehabilitation program by expounding on the great captivating dangers of even once falling back into the evils you have been saved from. There is a very long (and often declared life long) weakness to the addiction that was left behind, and this weakness must be guarded against diligently though the deep wrestling stops when the heart actually changes. But the heart cannot fully change until the toxins are dispelled and the withdrawals come to an end; All the factors are combined to a successful rehabilitation.

Moses the director, comes back after his extended absence; sees the regression and shame, and breaks the tablets in anger (Exodus 32:19, more on this in later posts). But by the documentary we see that he was not angry at the people but at their failure; Moses is not the creator of the program but only the director, and he must go to the creator and appeal to him not to throw out the whole lot *2 (Exodus 32:30-31). He could not make such an appeal if his heart was angry with the people in the way we tend to think, yet before he made his appeal he had to remove from the program some of the patients as a serious lesson to the rest if nothing else, but more likely as a redemption of the whole lot he was about to seek forgiveness for (Exodus 32:27-29+ Hebrews 9:22+ Matthew 26:28).

The appeal for forgiveness is not approved (Exodus 32:32-35) though they do receive a pardon and they get to stay in the program, but the creator makes note that all is not forgotten (Exodus 32:33-35+Jeremiah 14:10) unlike in forgiveness (Psalm 103:12+Hebrews 10:17). The incredible importance to these few verses is quickly ignored by the patients who are just happy they didn’t get ejected… but this should not be; there is very serious instruction here if we will accept it; remembering that Moses is the ensample of Christ Jesus our atonement for sin (Exodus 32:30) that only goes so far with God. In today’s confused “Christianity” such a concept is viewed as heresy as they party with the golden calf worshipers while waiting for Christ to return!
At this point (unlike addicted Christians today) the Exodus rehab patients know they really goofed, but they had no idea what would come of it. As they stand there quietly waiting (Hebrews 10:27), they know they are still in the program but clearly the administration is making changes because of them (Exodus 33:1-17). What we see, is that originally God was right in their midst as the tabernacle was in the center of the camp with the Levites and priests, but now the tabernacle was removed from the camp and from the presence of the priest’s domain, and the LORD went with it to abide alone, outside the camp. God was still there, Moses was still there, Aaron was still there, the Levites were still there, but somehow there was a separation from God, and it was stark (Exodus 33:8-10).

How does this apply to our Christianity today? Is there really no permanent damage done when we choose to sin because Jesus is our atonement? Hardly! Such a thing is a warning sign of an unreformed (unrepentant) heart that if left unchanged will result in failure to enter in because of fear, which is a lack of faith. The lack of faith in fear is Unbelief (Matthew 13:58, Mark 6:6,16:14, Romans 11:20, Hebrews 3:10-12,19).
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Bad Friends:
So things are patched up (with a few diminishing changes) and Moses gets a new set of tablets (Exodus 34:1), and by this we learn that indeed we are not God’s people because of our great righteousness, but rather because of God’s incredible mercy on these still pitiful, former spiritual-drug addicts floundering to get their feet under them (Exodus 34:5-7). The second set of tablets is an incredible sign of full failure and yet a second chance *3 (Jeremiah 18:1-6+). But with a second chance comes a double punishment if a further failure is not avoided (Jeremiah 16:18). And with this last chance concept the patients are given some pretty hard words regarding their social interactions:

“And he said, Behold, I make a covenant: before all thy people I will do marvels, such as have not been done in all the earth, nor in any nation: and all the people among which thou art shall see the work of the LORD: for it is a terrible thing that I will do with thee. Observe thou that which I command thee this day: Behold I drive out before thee the (six named nations). Take heed to thyself, lest thou make a covenant with the inhabitants of the land whither thou goest, lest it (your covenant) be for a snare in the midst of thee: But ye shall destroy their altars, break their images, and cut down their groves: for thou shalt worship no other god: for the LORD, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God: lest thou make a covenant with the inhabitants of the land, and they go a whoring after their gods, and do sacrifice unto their gods, and one call thee, and thou eat of his sacrifice; And thou take of their daughters unto thy sons, and their daughters go a whoring after their gods, and make thy sons go a whoring after their gods” Exodus 34:10-16 *4.

I write all this out because it’s important to see the scripture itself in this hard command. Today in our “enlightened” age, we take pride in being tolerant of everyone and everything as if it is a virtue of God. I remember back in 2001 when I heard on the news that the Taliban had invaded Afghanistan, and blown up some huge ancient images carved into the cliffs *5. Foolishly I was appalled that anyone would destroy such ancient relics, even if they are gods we don’t choose to accept; “It’s ancient history they are destroying!” But as conquerors are they not purifying their new possession for their god just as our scriptures told the Hebrews to do for their God?

Today’s Christian cannot stomach the idea of such violence, even in the face of those who openly declare they intend to kill us or enslave us. In spite of the willingness of our forefathers’ to fight to the death for what they believed was theirs by the hand of God, our generation is so passive in confused “faith” that we cannot stand against anything and so reject the natural law of “right of power” to do as it wishes (II Kings 19:10-13). And so not standing against anything, we cannot stand for anything; not even for the God of All Power to rise against their challenging power as did Hezekiah (II Kings 19:15-19). And so, like the Exodus patients in Moses’ absence, we just passively blow with the wind and do what comes natural in the moment while guiltlessly waiting for our director to come back and lead us; “If not him, then why not someone else? It’s all the same so long as we are led.” This is still the mind of a slave, which is what the rehab program is trying to alter.

Is our acting president not making covenants with the enemies of our God in violation of this Exodus 34 principle? (also Deuteronomy 17:3-5). Are our people not eagerly willing to defend their imagined rights on our soil, even over our own rights? Are we not as a nation trying to incorporate their people’s values and their laws into our own nation as an act of kindness while they openly defy our God? This is exactly what God commanded the Exodus people NOT to do, and he explained why just to make sure they couldn’t confuse his meaning.

Keep your eye on the news first, and then in your own home as your children adopt Chrislam *6 right before your Christian eyes! This is a promise of God for taking this forbidden path of tolerating foreign wickedness in our own Christian land. But we are so intoxicated with our now familiar iniquities and confusions that we cannot comprehend what God actually meant for us to do;
“Didn’t Jesus teach us to love everybody?”
Yes, that’s why we entered the war to stop Hitler! A simple mind is hardly better than one on drugs. Although many are quite happy in their simplistic faith of warm and fuzzy, the Lord is not quite so happy with it because such a weak standing will not prepare you to face the spiritual war that must be fought between the holy and the blasphemy (Ephesians 6:10-18). There is simply no use for armor to the lily livered Christian who’s faith will not allow him to stand against wickedness because he is covenanted with it.
The second set of tablets (new covenant) have been given in the birth of Jesus the Messiah. It is not a new set of rules on the new tablets, but a rewriting of the old (post 232 New Old Commandment http://when-did-reason-die.blogspot.com/2012/02/new-old-commandment.html).
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You’re Not Home Yet:
One year, one month and five days into the program, the rehab center was relocated from the mountain of God and moved to the Wilderness of Paran (Numbers 10:11-12). Three days after packing up out of the now familiar Sinai retreat, the patients whom had by familiarity grown reasonably comfortable there, began to whine again presumably because of all the efforts of moving (Numbers 10:33-11:1).

We are not told much about the conditions at the Sinai camp but for some reason they had not been complaining until they started moving again. Apparently they had learned to accept it by familiarity as “the way it is”, but now with the change came fresh whining. The Greek Septuagint make the whining more than casual;

“And the people murmured sinfully before the lord”
(Numbers 10:1 LXX)

and God was really not wanting to hear the whining and sent fire in the camp to stop it (Numbers 11:1-3). It seems his patience is wearing thin as their number of provocations reaches the limit. Now the complaining is more than surface discomfort as before, and they were really no longer rehab patients but a people now in control of their faculties and quite familiar with the wilderness “clean” life. But the moving awoke their displeasure and they suddenly realized they were really sick of camping, and in spite of the warning fire, the murmuring turned into serious lusting for the pleasures of their former life while utterly forgetting the miseries they paid for them (Numbers 11:4-6).
Here is where, of all their provocations of God, I can empathize with their complaint, so here is where I have to be diligent to learn the lesson provided. I really don’t like being uncomfortable, I like luxuries and vacations and toys and the things money can buy. But I have learned to be content with far less because the purpose of my life is not to indulge in my personal pleasures. Yet once in a while I focus on the wrong perspective and I see my personal condition head on, and I don’t like it. And here I have two choices;

1.      I can remind myself that God is in control and he has me exactly where he wants me for the time being, to do what he has planned for me, or
2.      I can complain to God that I’m tired of it and want a change, as if God owes me better.

When my heart is focused on “me” my attitude is horrible, but when my heart is focused on the Lord and his work of the kingdom I find myself very happily content. Frankly, like Paul, by the experience and practice of surrender, I have learned to be content and the resulting happiness is far more desirable than misery (Philippians 4:11-12, I Timothy 6:6-9, Hebrews 13:5). And so though compassionate for their struggle with the extended wilderness lifestyle, they needed to find their contentment only in the LORD, which was the reason for the long delay in completing their program.

“Then Moses heard the people weep throughout their families, every man in the door of his tent…” Numbers 11:10.

This is not good; they took option 2.

Here is where we spent some time in previous posts exploring that Moses in the image of the Christ to come, actually got weary with the burden of these perpetual whiners and cried out to God for relief. And so God gave him 70 elders from among the best of the rehab patients, to share the management of the people in anticipation of their graduation and move across the River from the wilderness rehab facility. I will only here note Luke 10:1-20 to show that indeed these spirit filled seventy were actually a type of a later seventy of Jesus Christ, who shared in his ministry to spread the message that the kingdom of God was very near.
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What Makes Moses so Special?
It seems strange to me that Miriam, Aaron’s sister, would persuade Aaron the priest to challenge Moses’ authority at this late point in the program. But as they say; “familiarity breeds contempt” and so after so long of seeing Moses and Aaron working as a team, Miriam was not so sure Moses was all that special. It really rankled them that Moses had married a black woman after his first wife, and so they said; “…hath the lord indeed spoken only by Moses? Hath he not spoken also by us?...” Numbers 12:1-2.
I don’t list this as one of the ten provocations of the people, because it was not. But what this did was begin a doubting of Moses as the only spokesman of God. They did not declare Moses was NOT the spokesman of God, only that perhaps they too were equals in hearing from God, and frankly they were pretty sure they heard from God that he was not happy with Moses’ black wife. The high priest and his sister the prophetess in effect were challenging Christ himself in the image of Moses *7! What I find hard to comprehend is that God did not open the earth and drop them in as he later did with Korah (Numbers 16) a by-product of this challenge. But God was interested in making a very public statement to confirm that indeed Moses was his only man with no equal, (and the position of priest held tremendous sanction by God even when wrong);

“and he (the LORD) said, Hear now my words: if there be a prophet among you, I the LORD will make myself known unto him in a vision, and will speak unto him in a dream” Numbers 12:6.

That’s pretty great! Wouldn’t it be wonderful to be such a prophet to have God reveal himself in a vision or hear from God in a dream? But God is not done with his thought;

“My servant Moses is not so (like that prophet), (Moses) who is faithful in all mine house (above all prophets). With him (Moses) will I speak mouth to mouth, even apparently (4758: the act of seeing), and not in dark speeches; and the similitude of the LORD shall he behold: wherefore then were ye not afraid to speak against my servant Moses?” Numbers 12:7-8.

Wow! Moses has no equal in humanity but the Christ of whom he is a Type! And to confirm this powerful declaration from God himself, Miriam became a sudden leper (Numbers 12:10). Aaron the priest begged Moses to forgive them both and then begged Moses for Miriam’s life, and in love for them personally Moses turned and likewise begged God for her life (Numbers 12:11-13), and God spared her though not till seven days (v.14-15).
Today, we often find ministers of God who in reading their scriptures find themselves inventing something other than what Christ has written. This is because like Miriam they presume to hear from God that which challenges the Word of God. This is utter folly and destruction;

“But though we, or an angel from heaven, preach any other gospel unto you than that which we have preached unto you, let him be accursed” Galatians 1:8.

But to know if it is a false gospel, you first have to know the scriptures!
Now finally, after all the experiences in the wilderness rehab center, the program is finished and their graduation is at hand. God just confirmed that Moses was not some whacko coming up with his own ideas but that he was hearing from the mouth of God directly. And now the mouth of God was commanding them to go in and conquer the land in the Power of God. And to do so there would be 12 spies to plan the way (Numbers 13:1-3)… but was it really the voice of God or of men? (Deuteronomy 1:22-23).

I find this apparent dichotomy a fascinating study that will have to wait for another day. But I will say here that the people of the first try were not ready in faith to hear the details that the next generation were told on the second time around. There is no dichotomy when you study the details and understand how God speaks through his Spirit in man, but here in their limited faith “the word was given by God” to first send in twelve spies. How easily the doubt creeps in at every little apparent scriptural glitch that plays against our doctrine of faith, and instead of a sudden rush of excitement to see God provide an answer, the doubts spring up choking weak faith and tarnishing anticipation (hope).

And so when the twelve spies returned, ten reported the prospect hopeless and by the ten reports the people were so greatly discouraged as to respond in a violent refusal to meet the challenge in faith. As ex street junkies these people could not actually see themselves acquiring the new life and had no confidence in the one who had completely turned their lives around as if being born again. Like Peter sinking in the sea, they focused on the wrong things and became afraid. Boldness and confidence in faith do not suddenly come by working it up, you have either acquired it by experience or you have not. Standing at the river’s brink is not the time to work up the faith that they should have acquired through the program. Unlike them, Caleb was eager to charge the river and lead the people into battle and witness the victory of the LORD. How it must have broken his heart to be told No, they would not go. I imagine he and Joshua must have spent many lonely nights playing checkers beside the tabernacle as they quietly talked about the glories they saw of the Promised Land that had to be left behind. Forty years they wandered the wilderness with this bunch of faithless aimless people, but forty years did not diminish their faith as they were still ready to go when they again came to the river they had not seen for so many years.

That is faith indeed! It is the faith of Abraham, it is the faith that each of us must have if we are to join them on the other side of the river! (Hebrews 11:39-12:4).
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So how do you learn to love God when you actually don’t?
It takes a rehab program to first eliminate the debilitating drugs of life that block your spiritual mind, will, and emotions from seeing anything other than your present driven situation. To try to love God while strung-out is pointless and ignorant of the real problem.

“But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us” Romans 5:8.

This redemption is so wonderful it is nearly unbelievable that God would love a wretch like me that much! God heard the cries of the suffering People in Egypt and gathered them to himself while they were still really messed up! That’s you too! All he asks is that we go through the rehab wilderness and actually apply ourselves to success in the program he provides. It didn’t matter that they had very little to give, the program would do that for them. They just had to accept it for themselves, they had to want to be healed, and willing to depart the life they knew.

Sneaking in other “lesser drugs” is not the approved way, and looking down at Heroin addicts suffering in detox and withdrawals while you pop socially acceptable spiritual Valium, is a violation of the whole philosophy of the program. The common sinners on the streets are suffering under spiritual Heroin, but the churches are also filled with spiritual Ritalin addicts; a “socially approved” drug. If you cannot see that your addiction is the same as those on the street, with just a different name and side affects, then you will never be able to be free from the mindframe of the habit, even after going through the entire program as a Christian.

How do you love God when you really don’t?
Be fully committed in your heart and mind and spirit to seriously kick the habit that stands between you and being a healthy Christian, and out the other side will be a love for God that you have always dreamed of!

“And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart” Jeremiah 29:13 (also Deuteronomy 4:29).
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*1 “Heroin: Facing the Dragon” trailer: (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJMTXir7_nk&feature=related)

*2 Pardon:
Here in response to this bold and clear act of disobedience without any excuse of ignorance or powerless external manipulation as before, there was not the usual forgiveness. Moses appealed to God by atonement; asking God for forgiveness but he had nothing to stand on (Exodus 32:32). They got a pardon, but this is a completely different thing than forgiveness (Exodus 32:34b-35).

*3 Scriptural Second Chances:
Another scriptural support reflecting the Exodus second chance tablets is Jeremiah 36:23-29, showing that God can and will bring back his Word a second time, even after it is destroyed. Of course this clearly represents Jesus the Word of God, killed the first time and coming back a second time to speak again salvation to man. The two Baruch rolls of Jeremiah 36 speaks of captivity and punishment but we see God’s intent for it in verse 3;

“It may be that the house of Judah will hear all the evil which I purpose to do unto them; that they may return every man from his evil way; that I may forgive their iniquity and their sin”
Jeremiah 36:3

My entire Blog has been a harsh report and perceived as “doom and gloom”, but this is because what I have written is God’s purpose to do to us. But the hope is that by hearing the warning of God’s intent, we may like Nineveh (Jonah 3:5-9), earnestly repent from our wicked addictions and turn God’s plan of destruction (Jonah 3:10, Matthew 12:41).

*4 The Covenant:
It is too easy to bunch the whole paragraph and assume the covenant is the bit about segregation from the wicked, and it is. But the bit about God doing; “before all thy people I will do marvels, such as have not been done in all the earth, nor in any nation: and all the people among which thou art shall see the work of the LORD: for it is a terrible thing that I will do with thee”, is not referencing that he will drive out six nations or set them up in their own kingdom, these kinds of things had been done many times before.
The marvels that have never been done before, that will be before every nation on the earth where the Jews are, is that terrible thing God will do with the Jews when they violate the covenant he is here making! And so we have indeed seen God do so with the Jews something never before seen; A people who cannot be destroyed though nearly every nation on earth cries out for their destruction! A people so abused that even their enemies are dumbfounded that they remain. This is the terrible thing that God said he would do when they did not obey the covenant to keep their land segregated from the wicked, but instead joined with them in pacts. This is the sin of the well-meaning Glenn Beck “Restoring Courage” event in Israel last year; It encourages Israel to spit on this covenant as ignorant. May God forgive him for his ignorance because like Saul/Paul, he did not know what he was doing.

*5 Taliban Blows up Buddhas:
(http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/south_asia/1214384.stm)

*6 Chrislam: (http://www.chrislam.org/)
is the blasphemous blend of Christianity and Islam that our new confused age will force upon us at the point of punishment for being narrow minded and bigoted.  The way of modern peace is to compromise our faith. This will become a social burden and not remain a private choice.

*7 Moses’ Black Wife:
We find a clue to the identity of this prophetic Ethiopian wife of Christ as we read the Song of Solomon. What Miriam and Aaron the priest found hard to swallow was that the Messiah would include into his person the greatly undesirable and unapproved. But more on this will have to wait for another time.
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